sometimes i wonder
if you actually think of me
as the long night goes on
is it me you want to see

sometimes i wonder
do you actually care
and if anything happens
will you really be there

sometimes i wonder
do you actually wish
things to be back they used to be
messages sealed with a kiss

sometimes i wonder
of the gifts from me to you
do you keep them nicely in your drawers
admiring them sometimes out of the blue?

sometimes i wonder
of the promises you made
do you really mean to keep them
for the promises you still break

sometimes i wonder
if you are running from reality
to avoid things and places that may
bring back our long gone memories

sometimes i wonder
do you not regret us meeting
do you pretend to move on
when your heart is still hurting?

sometimes i wonder
if you believe in fate
of us bumping by chance
or was it the Cupid's mistake?

i wonder.